Friday, April 28, 2006
Hellooos people!! Im back from my holiday.. and yes, i did enjoy myself very much.. thank God for the holiday.. i shall blog abt it this few days.. right now, i need to catch up wth my sleep.. my legs are aching and my back is also aching from all the walking around.. Just a little summary of how was bangkok.. i can describe it in 3 phrases; Burning HOT, lots of Temples everywhere, and SHOPPING HEAVEN!!!.. my paradise.. :Pand a sneak preview of the photos i promised....
This photo was taken in the Grand Palace
As for the rest of the photos, wait till my next post, after my beauty sleep.. after my editing, i will blog it all here.. hehe.. check in, in a days time.. nite nite :)
Friday, April 28, 2006
Sunday, April 23, 2006
I will be at Bangkok in less than 24hours, but i haven even started to pack.. hehe.. im just so excited that i could go on my well deserved holiday.. after all n everything that has happened recently, im just so glad that we planned for this holiday since end of last year.. just on time too..
I am just so ready to leave it all behind, go for my holiday, and come back to a fresh start.. a new beginning.. a new plan for my future... YES.. my new plan.. not about to tell it all out in here yet, but will blog about it when the time is ripe..
My plan... i just hope that it will succeed... it MUST succeed.. YES, I CAN DO IT!!!
Anyways, will be away for the whole week.. check out my blog again then.. i will post up pictures for u guys to view too ;)
Till next week then..... bon voyage!!
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Friday, April 21, 2006
Right now, I'm like a wilted stalk of rose.. lifeless...i have so much of mixed emotions in me that i do not know what sort of reaction should i give to the people around me... Please forgive me for being moody and not being my usual cheerful self lately.. too many shit has happened that i can now proudly say that.........
I GIVE UP!!
Yes.. and giving up doesnt mean that i surrender to the idiots, its just that i don't want to stoop so low to fight with those idiots anymore.. its degrading for myself to do that.. why should i loose my sleep over those idiots? now i know that i shd just stop it.. once and for all.. the idiots can do anything they want, for all i care.. i dun fucking give a damn now..
But recovering from a such a decision needs time.. so people... give me a weeks' time.. after my holiday.. i will be back to my usual bubbly self again.. no more the quiet and moody me...
That will be my promise to myself, and my promise to ALL of you...
I know some of you have expressed your concerns over my moddyness..(some may have noticed my un-friendlyness on my MSN title) , and i really appreciate it a lot.. thank you for all the kind and comforting words that you all have gave me.. i really appreciate it lots..
Friday, April 21, 2006
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
THE reason that im blogging right now is because i am extra super duper PISSED right now!!.. need some wer that i can scream..AAAARRRRGGGGGGGGHHHH!!!!
God dammit!! u idiots!! farkers!!!aassholes!!! wutever.... how i wish that i can just leave this hell this very second!!... this is even way more worst thn being in hell i can tell you!!i cant stand it anymore.. i hate everyone in this living hell: dinasour, grandmama, ma ta, COOO, ass kisser, mr arrogant, goddess...ALL!!... each and everyone on them.. may you all ROT IN HELL!!
Wats with all the fake-ness and all... pretend to be good to us, pretend to be our friend, pretend this.. pretend that... STOP IT!!!!! u think we are STUPID?? u think that we CANNOT see you though all your consipracy?? u think that you can manipulate us in anyway you want?? u think that by getting rid of us, u can make things work easier in here?? THINK AGAIN!!!... by then you will REGRET treating us BAD!! not appreciating us is one thing, but TREATING US AS VIRUS is the worst out of the worst..
Only people who are fucking cowards will do things like that... fucking cowards like goddess.. will arrange for everything to be done against us, but will get the dinasour, grandmama, ma ta, COOO, ass kisser, mr arrogant, to do the nasty job for the goddess....
FUCKERS!!
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Monday, April 17, 2006
L.O.V.E. What is love?? what is this thing spelt L.O.V.E that can make ppl go crazy? Different people have different perception of love.. DO we measure love? HOW do we measure love? If you ask me to explain what is love, my answer is very simple... to me, love is this little feeling that i have when i know that i am being cared of, thought of, and when i know that i am always kept in the heart of my other half..Do we measure love?I personally do not think that love can be measured.. we dun go like "darling, can you tell me how much do you love me?" i mean... DUH... i wunt know how 2 answer that if my bf asked me that..I have a close friend.. whom is.. well how should i put.... naif maybe...? on her perception of love... she has the most caring and wonderful boyfriend in the world, but she do not know how to appreciate him for being in her life.. she gave many reasons(which to me, are excuses) upon breaking up with him, age, maturity, insecurity, and many other tiny reasons that i rolled my eyes to... AGE is a problem.. ok.. i know for some reasons, girls seem to have this perception that their boyfriend MUST be older then them, they cannot accept the fact that their bf is younger than them.. not even for a year.. but WHY is that a problem.. i mean if you think that he IS mr. right for you, but u gave up the relationship just because he is younger than you, isnt that foolish?? MATURITY... can we measure that?? for a guy, if by 22 years old, you do not have a car, no house, are you considered immature? I do not think that maturity is to be measured this way, we do not compare our own partners with other people's partners, if you love your partner enough, you will learn to accept that he/she is what he/she is, no one can change that.. no car?? take lrt together.. no house?? you dun need it yet at the age of 22 years old (unless you are loaded la).. if you are giving up the relationship just because of that few reasons, YOU are even more immature than you think you partner is..INSECURITY... your partner goes to work, come back at nite, eat, bath n sleep, spends all his weekends with you.. he do not go out anywhere without telling you, he do not flirt with other girls, what more security you want?? you mentioned that he says to you that he misses you, everyday when he calls.. but to you, he is just saying it out of norm -_-""".. if he dun say that he misses you, you would think that 'he dun miss me, he never says that he misses me'.. so what is INSECURITY to you?
Monday, April 17, 2006
Friday, April 14, 2006
I was contemplating whether to blog, or not to blog about stupid stuffs again.. but wat the hell.. if certain people feel offended by my blog, and they think that im am blogging about them, i must really congratulate them because they are most probably feeling guilty, WHY do i congratulate them?? bcoz they ACTUALLY have guilty conscience in them!.. meaning they DO have feelings and emotions in them.. they ARE human after all..Things are looking pretty messed up rite now in here.. many gossips and roumours are being spreaded around by The Guilty Ones, and many stuffs are being taken away from me BEHIND MY BACK by The Guilty Ones.. what am i talking about??.. let me just be even more blunt here..have you ever tried working your butt of something for more than a year.. treat it like your own baby.. understanding them and doing everying thing that can ever make them happy... and suddenly BOOM!! your baby is being snatched away from you, without you knowing?? and The Pretenders will have to inform you that your baby is no longer under your care, on the instructions of The Mighty One, but "you are not suppose to know, im telling you on friend basis, but your baby has been taken away".. HELLO!!?? how long can you keep me in the dark?? am i stupid enough NOT to know that my baby is GONE?? unless i have not been doing my duty well to not even know that the baby dissapeared.. but I take care of my baby EVERY SINGLE DAMN DAY.. AM I STUPID NOT TO KNOW THAT ITS GONE?Well.. for The Migthy One to take away the baby.. i understand.. coz The Mighty One is a dumb ass who will rot in hell... but for the one who actually got the PRIVILAGE to take care of my baby, and to welcome my baby with open hands... that is even worst.. The Guilty One will not even have the chance to rot in hell because even the god of hell will not want The Guilty One.. The Guilty Ones is not even fit to got to hell.. The Guilty Ones's soul will roam around aimlessly.. for stealing the baby.. The Guilty One is NOT human.. because human have guilty conscience.. no matter now wrong it is to steal one's baby, the receiver of the baby could have turn down the offer to take care of the stolen baby.. but NO.. instead, the baby is welcome with wide open arms.. hmm... pathetic isnt it?? the baby is stolen because apparently The Guilty One is JEALOUS that my baby is bringing me 'luck'... The Guilty One has always been jumping about not having any 'luck' so they plotted with The Mighty One and The Pretender to steal my baby.. so that it will bring The Guilty One 'luck'.. you know wut?
FUCK YOU!!
Friday, April 14, 2006
I remember, when i was younger (im still young now :P).. during my school days, i used hate studing.. i always wished that i can graduate soon, so that i could go out to work.. no more studing for exams.. i thought exams are the worst times of my life.. in college, i eagerly finished my 3 years there.. hoping to go out to the working world.. but dad always tells me.."enjoy life while you are studing, working life is not as enjoyable as you think it is".. i never believed him then.. wuts so not-enjoying about working life?? no more exams..no more homeworks, no more projects.. no more stressful classes.. no more scheduled study time(not that i have one..) all i have to do is to go to work every day, come back home, relax, watch tv, go to bed... weekends i can go out anytime i want to.. no more "Shiet.. tmr have to pass up asignment.. cant go out today"SO i thought.. how BAD can working life be? well all i can say now is that, I wish i could remain in school.. FOREVER.. working life SUCKS!!.. my frens who are still in college always tells me that they are so jealous that i can come out to the working world so fast.. they can't wait to come out to work.. and each time i will tell them the same thing.."enjoy life while you are studing, working life is not as enjoyable as you think it is"... a word of advice for all who are wishing that they cud grad faster n start working.. believe me.. you will regret it.. continue study oni.. diploma, degree, certificate in wutever, MBA, PHD.. study oni... dun come out...study.. study....
Friday, April 14, 2006
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
I was waken up my a message on my phone (a few messages to be exact) up sunday morn.. uh.. 10++am i think... was still so lazy to get out of the bed.. but some malays getting maried, downstairs.. they have the bands singing n screaming and all.. -_-'''''' how 2 sleep lar.. so thought nvm.. later in the afternoon will sleep..not knowing that i will have a looooooong day ahead of me..SO spend my lazy morning cooking fried rice for branch.. made myself comfortable infront of the TV... made a promise to myself that im not getting out the the sofa anytime soon...BUT my lil' sis sms-ed me, she needed norton software.. so beimg the good sister me.. hand delivered it to her house.. along with some snacks i bought in Melaka.. was it her place till 4pm.. almost drop dead frm tiredness.. went home.. n sleep.. halfway though my sleep.. (my story actually just started) sis gave a call.. she sounded.. uh.. like she is struggling to even talk to me.. she asked me to go over to her place, quick!.. i tot she was having a fever (she had a flu in the afternoon) and wanted me to bring her to see a dr.. i got up, washed my face, was changing my clothes when she called again.. saying that i should call my aunt over too.. said that she cant move her body at all.. THATS when i started to panic.. **WUT happened??!!Gave a quick buzz to my aunt n i flew to her house.. when i reached her room, she was lying there on her bed.. all cold sweat, n she was just.. lying there motionlessly.. **Sobz.. never hav i seen my healthy sister like that... scare the hell out of me.. but lucky she still could talk.. told me that she was on the hula hoop for a bit, felt that she got a cramp at her back.. so she lied down.. after that, she couldn't get up anymore!!.. i was thinking to my self that she might have injured her backbone or somethg.. hoping its not serious.. aunt came after that.. decided that we bring her to the nearest polyclinic.. noticed that she was developing rashes on the face n hands too..**Skip some parts coz its gonna bore u allWe ended up sending her to a hospital in Taman Desa.. got her admited n all.. the doctor said "WHY were you doing the hula hoop? DO you know that hula hoop is a VERY dangerous form of excercise? IT twists your intestines and will hurt your back!! There are MANY other forms of excercise you can do!!" I can remember the exact words used.. coz he repeated it like uh.. 5 times? hahaha.. me n my sis were rolling our eyes already... oh.. sis was feeling better already anyway after she was admitted.. the pale face n weak lil sis was gone.. she could talk n joke around with my aunts n uncles.. who were there to help **thanks to all**.. we left afterthat... asking her to take a good rest.... Then only i realised.. its already almost 10pm..!! there goes my quiet n lazy sunday at home.. hahaha..WELL the rest is history.. had to take half day EL from work to ger her discharge n all on monday morning.. i was sooooooooooooooooo sleepy in the afternoon, in the office.. lucky work kept me awake.. if not i wud have just been dozing off in the office.. :P... n thanking that lucky the next day (today) was a holiday... true to myself... i slept the whole day.. haha (oh.. remember the one about my mum calling me in the prev post..? we actually told her what happened AFTER sister was discharge.. so she was calling to drill me for details =P)SO the moral of the story is.........NEVER TO PLAY HULLA HOOP AS IT CAN TWIST YOUR INTESTINES AND HURT YOUR BACK..and cause your sister to be lack of sleep.. hahahaha
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Phew~! Things just happened too fast the last few days, like a dash of wind blowing through me.. all i know that i finally got my rest today.. lucky for the one of the many public holidays in Malaysia.. i slept like a pig.. all the way till 12noon today... except for a few phone calls from mum (will blog abt that later in the post).. then i slept again.. from 3pm till uh.. like half an hour ago =P pig i am.. hahahOK.. here is wut happened during the weekend that caused me to be lack of sleep..on friday nite, nothg much actually... bought some DVDs from pasar malam.. thn we watch the movies till 3.30am... haha. that no unsual for me.. but the thing is that i usually get to sleep till much later the next day.. BUT on Saturday.. had to follow my bf to low yat to get some stuffs.. so i woke up a lil' but earlier thn expected.. we made a split sec decision to go down to melaka on 5.00pm that day ..bf got a customer who wants to install cctv at their shop.. so gotta go n see the site.. (hmm.. actually the customer is one of my best frens lah).. anyway.. we drove down to Melaka in the midst of a heavy down pour evening.. i sleep thru the journey thou.. i know know.. pig rite.. haha.. reached Melaka at about 7++pm..We ate "lut lut" my fav n somethg i wun miss when im in melaka.. hehe.. thn went to my fren's shop to have a look ard..after that she brought us to a place called "Coconut House".. its situated in one of those very old nyonya and baba houses, old but still very nicely decorated.. with all the antiques n all.. even the tables and chairs are antique!! they serve yummy pizza.. bakes in those olden days pizza oven made of cement.. n the drink.. 'Ice blended coconut' of course!.. haha.. i love the drink.. it was so so so cooling n nice.. heard they have one shop in Pudu.. not sure wer thou.. :P will find out one of this days... We ate n drink till wee hours of the morning.. n drove all the way bk to KL... reach at 4am sunday morn.. tired like i dunno wut to say... ahaha..
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Friday, April 07, 2006
FRIDAY is my favourite weekday of the week.. haha.. its the only day that i will have motivation to drag myself up early (for breakfast even).. and come to work... bcoz its the last day of the week!! no more shits for at least 2 days.. no more eye-sore for 2 days.. and no more ear-sore for 2 days.. HAHAHA... yes im crazy.... crazily happy coz there is another less than 2 hours left to be in hell for the week.... YAY!!..THE thought of NOT coming to work tmr just make me so happy.. no bad mood.. not at all.. nothg can irritate me much...well.... almost nothg..:P .. but today.. the office seems very quiet and peaceful.. mayb bcoz some ppl are not around.. no one jumping around.. no one annoying is around.. no plik plak around :D.. no grandmama around... wow.. its been a long time since its this peaceful!!....** i blogged the paragraph on top too fast... some irritating noises just came n bugged me.. -_-"""OH yeah.. went to sushi king yesterday.. for members they had this promotion.. RM2 on any plates off the kaiten belt... where there is sushi promo, there will be me.. hehe... only for 3 days btw.. n i HAD choose the last day to go... it rained so heavily in the evening right before after-working-hours that when its was after-working-hours, there was this terrible traffic jam everywhere.. it took me like an hour to reach Midvalley, from my office in KL sentral... which will normally take like 10 minutes during normal traffic flow... Never mind the traffic... after reaching Sushi King in MidValley, i had to line up for ONE HOUR to get a place... sigh... i know.. i know....who ask me to go last minute rite..?? but the gal who seated us said the line on the previous day was even longer.. (if you ppl are familiar with MV, the sushi king at 3rd floor.. the queue was frm there till the World of Feng Shui shop !!!) thats VERY long....haha.. Anyways.. we ate like 35 plates of sushi.. from all colors.. even those that i usually dont take coz its too expensive.. haha.. i have liek 10 plates of salmon.. yummy......!! hehe... i just LOVE sushi..
Friday, April 07, 2006
Thursday, April 06, 2006
SIGH~~~.. am tired... am very very very tired of all these shiet... you people can just manage to irritate the hell out of me earrrrlyyyyyyyy in the morning huh.. can't you even just TRY.. at least try NOT to irritate me just for one day?? i bet u cant.. coz you are all STUPID, ASSHOLES, IDIOTS, FUCKERS, COWARDS, and BRAINLESS!!.. THERE!!... i sd it.. sigh.. i know im repeating myself over n over again in the blog... the thing is.. i know i dun wanna care.. i SO dun wanna care.. but i cant!! because i am human.. i have feelings.. i have emotions....i still get hurt when people hurt me.. im not as HEARTLESS as some people maybe..But im just so sick and tired.. almost to the max.. my tolerence level has always been very high.. but its almost reaching the top..gonna overflow soon.. very very soon...Should i just put a stop to all this?? Should i step on the brakes?? Should i just start all over again??Should i stop my self from being hurt further??Am soooooooooooo tempted to.. no use making myself miserable...Someone please show me they way.. what should i do?? ENLIGHTEN me please.........Am gonna go crazy soon!!
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
I just have to tell this joke.. which goes like this.......THIS morning, i suddenly thought of eating cheesecakes... the only recipy that i know, requires baking.. but i do not have an oven at home.. so i knew that my sis make the best un-baked cheese cakes around.. so i sent her an offline Yahoo Messenger message, hoping that when she comes online, she can see my offline message, and reply me.. This is what i sent to her (note the time):Whitetulips (4/4/2006 10:52:32 AM): ei.. the cheese cake you make de.. no nd to bake 1. how u make?Whitetulips (4/4/2006 10:52:37 AM): can giv recipy?and check out her reply (note the time again): Winnie Chua (4/4/2006 10:59:50 AM): u big idiot...Winnie Chua (4/4/2006 10:59:53 AM): i was doing my class presentation halfwayWinnie Chua (4/4/2006 11:00:00 AM): showing powerpoint slidesWinnie Chua (4/4/2006 11:00:06 AM): and your message came up halfway!Winnie Chua (4/4/2006 11:00:09 AM): hahahahah!HAHAHA.. she was INVISIBLE instead of OFFLINE... hahaha.. and you know yahoo messengers.. when you get a message.. the chat window will just pop up like that, in the middle of wutever you are doing.. OPPS =Pi asked her how was the reaction of the class.. she sd she didn even know wut happened until her classmates start laughing n pointing at her presentation slides.. hahahahhahahahahLater in the afternoon, she msg me again:Winnie Chua (4/4/2006 5:03:47 PM): i;m back~!Whitetulips (4/4/2006 5:03:57 PM): having presentation now?Winnie Chua (4/4/2006 5:04:31 PM): no...scare of u d...dowan present anymore...hahaWinnie Chua (4/4/2006 5:04:44 PM): tomorrow got one at 3.30...DO NOT MSG ME!! Kena warning already.. hahahhaha... sorry lo.. nxt time OFF your YM if you are in class lar.. :P
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
B) CheatedYUP..!! I've been cheated.. sigh.. money people.. tsk tsk.. wut did you think i was cheated for? =P.. when people work so hard nowadays.. its all for the money.. (yeah baby.. its all abt the money..da da da dum dum da da da daaaa... ) but thats not the main point.. we work hard to get our efforts appreciated.. its all right if you do not appreciate me!!.. but please dun cheat me of the money that i'm entitled to, u farkers...its called 'The Principles of Life' in case u stupid idiots do not know.. FIRST of all, u think that im stupid, that i do not know if i am entitled to get my money or not.. secondly, you cook up an UNbelievable story to explain to me WHY i dun get my money... URGH!!.. Sickening!! You cheat me for a mth... its okay...2 mths... its now 3 fucking months u bastards!!.. who u think i am? STUPID?? maybe you do not have enough money to pay you overflowing credit card debts of highly branded stuffs?? maybe you use it all up to purchase extra expensive air fare to jupiter, maybe you are staying at extra expensive presidential suites in hotels?? THATS your stupid problem wey... just because you are under budget, doesnt mean that you can just simply go around cheating people of their money.. to hell with you!!
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
ITS been some time since i blogged.. i had to refrain myself from blogging for a bit.. too many things had happened.. things that i thought that i rather not talked about here.. but wut the fuck!! blog oni lar!!.. so people.. be prepared for a very very long winded and interesting blog entry today, story will be divided into sections so that its easier to read.. bear with me while i vent out my frustrations in here..A) People around meWHERE shall i start.. lets see.. hmm 1st of all.. i wanna to talk about people.. things that can make people change.. have you ever been in a situation where you dun even know your friends are anymore? you thought that you know them well enough to treat them as friends, good friends, best friends, 'heng dais', 'ji muis', etc.. friends for 1 mth, 1 year, 10 years or more... but time changes people.. when you finally realized that 'Oh.. i didn know he/she is capable of doing that, to think that we were so close before' ... AS quoted by a close friend "People change to adapt to the situation" It is just very very true.. I learned a lot lately.. how fake people can get.. one minute they can be joking with you, the next minute, they are backstabbing you... and believe me... i've been through all this shits... again and again.. i can say that i'm already immuned to all this.. but WHY does this happens?? do people find it entertaining..?? do they get satisfied, by hurting others, irritating others, backstabbing others..?? to me...these people are just SICK.. and COWARDS.. they are doing all this just to protect themselves, from wutever shit that they think is worth being protected.. so Fuck Off!!.. dun pull me into your web of lies n fakeness and all.. i dont buy that!!
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
