Thursday, November 29, 2007
Read this article in
NST today, and can't help but to chuckle upon reading it..
Look ma! my right hand is in Melaka and my left is in Tampin! -_-"
TAMPIN: The children attend classes in Negri Sembilan but do their science experiments and play school games in Malacca. No, they're not being shunted around because of lack of facilities. They live in Tampin and attend Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Tunku Besar Tampin.
The border between the two states runs through the middle of town, and half is run by the Tampin District Council (MDT) in Negri Sembilan while the Alor Gajah Municipal Council (MPAG) runs the Malacca side.And the school's classrooms are in Negri Sembilan while the laboratories and playing field are in Malacca.The residents are quite used to it, and know exactly where they're at but visitors do get confused sometimes, especially when it comes to parking."They're usually not sure whether to use MDT or MPAG parking coupons," said MDT secretary Zulhilmi Marzuki. Jaafar Mulup, a retired teacher, said: "Although there are two local councils in the town, a few amenities are shared like the post office and the bus station."Malaysia BOLEH!
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
a call came in for me just now while i was having my lunch, made my heart skipped a beat during the conversation.. and it made me smile for the 1st time today.. but the excitement level died down 5 minutes after the call ended when reality struck..
HOW am i suppose to navigate through this?
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
why do i feel that my working life has always been a fucking rusted merry-go-round, again and again? its spins from one end to the other, and it repeats itself..round and round.. dammit!! yours truly here is not in a good mood today, so this is going to be a downside post.. dun read it if you dun want this to spoil ur mood..
i think i just need to talk to someone.. someone who will understand... ;;).. wat a time for you to leave.. timing had never been this
ngam.. another week till you come back... sigh.. who else will understand me?
Dear Mr. Blogger.com,
after close to 4 years of working life, with 4 different companies, i cant help but to wonder, WHY is it that each time, when it comes to the last quarter of the year, things seems to fuck up for.. EACH and EVERY single blardy year.. without fail..
end of 2004, my job sucked till the max of having practically no life, working 12 hours a day, 7 days a week, being miserably paid..stressing myself out to perform to the expectations of the stupid target (tell me how can one achieve that target, when you keep on increasing it monthly?)
end of 2005, after almost 10 months of working happily ever after (or so i thought) some stupid bitch HAVE to step in and take command of the company, turning everyone's life in the company the worst they've ever been through..
end of 2006, was a disaster for me, to the point that even joining *the* company and industry was a total mistake from my side - adding that i was desperate to get a job.. but anyhow.. it was so fucked up that i left, without even securing my next job!
end of 2007, SIGHhhhhhhhh..i think i have never felt this upset and confused before towards a workplace.. i love being here, and i love the people in here.. i love the job-scope (even after it changed, again n again), i love the environment, i love everything about this place.. BUT as i have
never learn again n again, small companies will ALWAYS be in a fucked up financial situation.. WHY oh WHY have i made the the same mistake again by joining a small company. Now that the company has a complete
360 degrees 720 degree 1080 degrees turn over of what it was suppose to function as, so did my job scope. the fucking problem is not that my job scope has changed, from being a merchandiser to a marketier!. the fucking problem is that i feel like im just a blardy sales rep, for the company, its not even the so-called given marketing name.. WTF!
to add wound to the salt, im suppose to sell our
invisible advertising space - oh, which by the way is not even up yet *rolls eyes*
god knows when will it be up, mayb only when you have the money to install it.. Sell to potential clients in the industry, whom *you* already made a bad name for yourself, amongst all... URGH!! dammit.. dammit dammit dammit!!
till this second, that im feeling so confused to the max that i cant even cry out upset, but am hurting so badly inside.. the feeling of insecureness (watever) to stay in here for even another day, is killing me, knowing that you have retrenched half the company few months ago, i cant help but to feel that im on the chopping board next.. being treated invisible in the company by the bosses are the worst ever feeling one can have.. its like coming to work each morning, and spend the day just hoping that they won't make you leave for good, by the end of the day..
look for another job? i have oh, so regretted not heeding the advices of so many of you, to start looking out, right when i told you about the retrenchment! i was so naive to think that im still valuable to the company, i was so naive to think that i will want to make a career out of this company here.. i was so naive that i
was made to think thought the company will survive this downfall and pick up its pieces again.. but hell all proved me wrong.. so so damn wrong!! By the end of every month, i only pray hard that my salary comes in, and my cheque is not in the *bounce cheque* list *cough*
refer to drawer*cough* like the others.....
DAMMIT!!
p/s:
refer to drawer is a term that bank uses when your cheque bounced due to insufficient amount of $ in the account..
Please advice, Mr. blogger.com.
Yours truly,
Ms. Very Upset
yes, im hoping that you'll read this, even if you are in South Africa.. the comfort of knowing that, you know, how upset i feel, and that u'll know best what to advice me, is more than enough.. *hugs*
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Monday, November 26, 2007
this is the way it was plan out for me
this is the way one have to go through to experience what we call '
the ups and downs of life'
this is the test that they set out, to see if i survive it, pass by flying colors maybe, or fail miserably?
when you fall down n break, they say '
pick up the pieces and start all over again'
but, could i have avoided the fall in the first place?
is it even possible to pick up every single broken piece and mend it to shine as new?
it hurts when it breaks, but it hurts more when i cut myself in the process of picking up the pieces..
Anticipating...will i be wrong again this time?Awaiting...i'm looking forward to
it being a dream come true finally....
Doubts..but..
its that really the best possible arrangement it can be?
is that really what i'm waiting for, or
is that just what comes naturally as the next step?
Monday, November 26, 2007
Thursday, November 22, 2007
mou sam kei jou kong jor.. haih.. yat yat lei office dou mm ji ooi jou mat yeh.. lei cheng ngor zhou trading, but yii kar dou mou trading zhou jor.. lei yiu ngor sell marketing tools, lei dou mei install sai kor dit tools.. lei yiu ngor dim yeong mai ler? haihhhh.. zhou kong zhou dou kam.. dou mou yii sii jor lar...
lei yau hui chau yan.. kong sii yau mou qin.. chut pin geh yan semua dou jii lei dei zhang yan dei kam dor qin... dim zhou yeh ler...? ngor ooi mai, yan dei dou mm moi maai lah.. ping gor kam chun o..
yii kar ngor yat yat lei office, dou mm jii ooi dim kor sii kan... surf internet dou surf dou ngor oww huit jor..
kong sii geh financial problem, kam not stable.. mm jii kei sii lei wui retrench jor ngor.. yat yat lei office dou mou onn chuin kam jor..
wan kong zhou, dou mou yan yew cheng ngor.. yii kar yau ooi kong cher.. chi dit yau ooi kong ook.. meng nin cher yau, yau ooi hei kar.. diiiiiiiiiiiiim sang wut ler? mat dou ooi hei kar. tapi ngor geh kong qin yau mou hei kar...
HAIHHHHHHHHHHHH... zhou yan zhan hai san fu jek..
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Monday, November 19, 2007
Recently met up with the gang again for a Photoshop session.. boy, did it feel so great meeting up wit u guys again.. It been such a long time since our last gathering..
the New community, sorry i couldnt remember all ur names, but its great meeting u guys..
Christian and his comrades, the super busy jordan, superbusy steve, and superbusy me.. hahaha.. of coz super busy CN himself too lah..
We'll meet up again soon yeah? for Xmas maybe? ^_^
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Monday, November 19, 2007
